123.... 慢慢开始心谈

原来我开始发现，有些事情上你没有用到心。。。
有时候，是我的问题，然后又是你的问题，
没完没了
然后我们都喊累，
原来大家都有自己的生活忙着，久之，没有放在心上！
刚开始觉得很生气，之后习惯了，因为都可以猜到你再做什么，
一定再忙啦。。。。没办法！！
放弃啦，这世界没有“谁没有谁”这个道理，我们还是必须往自己的理想努力吧
这样比较实际！！地球还是园的，事情还是无绝对。。。

The reality

When i was small i always dream that i need a wonderful wedding with this n that, must wearing wat type of gown and marry wit a guy with wat kind of appearance, etc.... But ages by ages i just realize that mr right is quite difficult to find out, u need to find a guy who ll treat u sincerely and can livewit u with the rest of the life this point is the difficult one~!! Recently i met a frien who elder than me, she talk with me about how she ponit of view of marriage, may b she bcome older and now she wished is simple, she hoped can marry wit the mr right she was searching, not invited many of ppl and would marry in a small church with the blessing with lord and relative, that's enof.... In short, i just realiz marriage can b that simple bt i think the most important is the mr right..... so i hope all of the ppl can find the one u try to search for ur whole life!!

i wanna to slimm

i know, this topic i hav talked it for quite a long time ago, bt not yet come true... anf i still a fat gal!!! yesterday i shopping.... and i feel sad there not much clothes tat i can wear....
so so sad!!!so i must to keep fit... especially my face

cross junction

Sometimes i quite wondering wat i make decision is good? is that wat exactly wat i want? Yesterday i being scored by my friend, she said if i were u i will be his girl friend!!! and i just smiled said yeah.... he quite rich now... he is a taiwanese my exclassmate and he chase me fr year 2 bt i declined as i not ready to hav love! then end up now he has many shops and villas, and many gals of my class wanna to beat me up bc i lose up this "jin gui xu" aih.... not mine then is not mine... let it be lah...

Not so Good

Last nite i have a bad dream bcos i dream of my ex boy friend. In the dream i can clearly see that guy in good condition, wealth, high post, happy family and he say forunately not wit me, in that dream i feel myself not tat good and have nothing.... i just stand at there stare my ex bf!!! this scene so sad for me make me hav no mood for this whole morning and not going to wotk and stay at room and wanna take a rest!!! feel tire... and dont wan do anything!!! bad ... bad... so i need to stnad independent on myself to earn money for my family.... dont wanna to be a loser!!

bday gal

Today is my birthday, but nothing special and this year is my 1st year having bday at china!! haha.... after having 24 hours on duty at hospital i feel a bit tire.... and fall asleep at noon and wake up then go to dinner wit my friend judy. we celebrate together with judy dad!! as his bday on 1st of aug!! i feel not so happy may b i quite like being at home.... more than being at here!! quite different feel1!!
happy day to myself and life also continue.... hope my life at here going smooth and good!!!
wish me all the best being last year at china!!