Not so Good

Last nite i have a bad dream bcos i dream of my ex boy friend. In the dream i can clearly see that guy in good condition, wealth, high post, happy family and he say forunately not wit me, in that dream i feel myself not tat good and have nothing.... i just stand at there stare my ex bf!!! this scene so sad for me make me hav no mood for this whole morning and not going to wotk and stay at room and wanna take a rest!!! feel tire... and dont wan do anything!!! bad ... bad... so i need to stnad independent on myself to earn money for my family.... dont wanna to be a loser!!